Hbsteezy - Invisible Lyrics

I can't remember what it's like
To smile with such delight
I carry such a heavy heart
And one that is broken
The messages won't convey
And the memories they won't fade away
They look at me with all their judgment
They look with their cold eyes

The words inside my head
They scream louder then you could ever hear
The pain inflicted
Was something very real
The wounds came unstuck
Like as if you give a f*ck
I'm drowning in memories
I'm drowning in pain
The tears fall from my eyes like mid-winter rain

And do you even know what it feels like
To even live a lie?
Hiding behind a social mask
To know somethings wrong but you don't have a choice
Can't fix the broken pieces so you just bury them alive

The words inside my head
They scream louder then you could ever hear
The pain inflicted
Was something very real
The wounds came unstuck
Like as if you give a f*ck
I'm drowning in memories
I'm drowning in pain
The tears fall from my eyes like mid-winter rain