This world is a grey place
(It's) easy to fall outta place
Miss-placed
Feelings of disgrace
Looking in the mirror thinking like how do I get outta here
I'll be walkin' 'round town
Feeling like I wanna die
Just wanna be re-birthed before the end of my time
Give me another shot just to do this right
Everything in life is a f*ckin mess
Can they tell my discomfort?
Can they see my disconnect?
Everything about me is a hidden (Yeah)
Everything 's real top-secret
Shapeshifter
I am not the same
Most of the world would love to throw their shade
I'm so f*cked up I feel insane
Mixed chemicals all up in my brain
A virus inside of me that words can't explain
I just feel the pain of waking up every single day
Damn
Would they care if they saw me
Stripped back of all these fake layers
Would they still love me and wanna hug me
Is this all up in my head
These questions make me wish upon my own death
Will I ever get past these feelings of dread
And move forward to the next chapter
Cause life seems to be about chapters