H&D - Sin (Two Stories), Pt. 2 Lyrics

And so these days become cold I hibernate
In regrets sheltered by every reason I remain upset
With myself still living off the past nothing
Less knowing that with my past I could
Acquire that debt but that molds every part of me
And so I neglect all goods that couldn't
Shape me except tragic events so iv'e spent
My divine energy interrogating my conscience could
I reverse the sin within actions iv'e committed while
Trying to believe different but in all reality I still
Would have to give in in to leaving the window
Open my brother would fall out of his guilt sponsors that
Shame I could never defend those visions that cross me
When I close my eyes my pillow ain't never dry Iv'e been
Scrimmaging lies I uttered that same night only
Increases my cry and knowing it wasn't right I get
Defeated inside beside that hurt and pain theirs one
Particular name I tried to use that wasn't responsible
Me to you Buddy you ain't never do no harm
Not by coming by the house just to play your songs
Wash your clothes clean your sneaker dry them
By the window you left it open then back to the
Speaker you didn't do neither I kept on reminding
Myself well still those evils got control of me when god
Didn't help that's what I felt I was crucified during that time
ACS questioning me where was your mom I gave them
The truth they asking if she would abuse
Either one of us knowingly she wouldn't use
Unnecessary force on us she fought for us but they don't
Want to hear my honest they want distrust between the two of
Us I couldn't simplify at the time questions
Where racing past me I couldn't finish my lines
Through my eyes wonder if they could see that picture
Me looking out the window every night before dinner unaware that
That influence was greater than the influence in something that he
Should of never been doing so who am I fooling except my perception
Immobilizing all of the good for the clandestine words
Uttered in my mind confessing stressing relying on intellectual
Outcomes to heal my blessings yeah