Seeing f*cking red
Eyes full of dread
Becoming so much closer to the end
Take this f*cking pain
Make it go away
I'm tired of living life like this every single day
Staring at these walls
It's become an obsession
Sinking down into the abyss
My life has turned to shit
Don't give me your sob story
Not too long before I'll be free
I don't want to hear your shit
I don't want this life, so maybe I'll end it
Now i decide
If I want to end this life
To hurt my family
Just so I can be free
Day after day
I wish I could change
The way I perceive things
In the hopes for some f*cking peace
Someone save me please