Hours of conversation that had me kept up by the phone
A reminder of simpler times when I didn't feel so alone
Another wakeup call I've missed
I should've left my mind on silent
Let the vibrations course through my head,
Left the message unread and ignored it
I never take any chances, stuck in my circumstances and all of my friends leave me behind
A total lack of ambition, I'm so conditioned to telling everyone I'm fine
My hands won't stop shaking, my heartbeat is racing, I just can't see this through
Jaded and hopeless there's no one to notice the calls for help that come from you
Sly digs and jabs slowly evoke these feelings of resentment
And still I wonder why we never talk (why we never talk)
I never take any chances, stuck in my circumstances and all of my friends leave me behind
A total lack of ambition, I'm so conditioned to telling everyone I'm fine
I can't cope with the distance knowing it's my fault
But I still shut you out 'til you're all gone
It was me all along
I'm the reason, I'm the cause
Another wakeup call I've missed
I should've left my mind on silent
Let the vibrations course through my head,
Left the message unread and ignored it
I never take any chances, stuck in my circumstances and all of my friends leave me behind
A total lack of ambition, I'm so conditioned to telling everyone I'm fine