The Heartwoods - Nihilist Lyrics

We've hit it off again this evening
Because I don't know how you're feeling
I'm not ready for this, tonight
Maybe its something that you're gonna teach
Falling around with your slurred speech
As the sun set across your eyes
Fooling around with something you can not dream of
This isn't the one that you love
But you keep on going until you're tied up
But oh no
Now I'm gone gone gone
And I'm at a table for two on my one
Your name at the starters list
I've decided to become nihilist
Now I'm gone gone gone
And I'm at a table for two on my one
Crossed your name off my mental list
And I've decided to become
Nihilist
A bit of love, a bit of lust and there you are
And I didn't have to look far
It seemed so bizarre
But just a handful of minutes is all it takes
To show how easily how my heart breaks
And I can't even tell you how my hand shakes
Fooling around with something you can not dream of
This isn't the one that you love
But you keep on going until you're tied up
But oh no
Now I'm gone gone gone
And I'm at a table for two on my one
Your name at the starters list
I've decided to become nihilist
Now I'm gone gone gone
And I'm at a table for two on my one
Crossed your name off my mental list
And I've decided to become
Nihilist
And oh, you said you wouldn't go
But little did I know
You said that you wouldn't go, Oh
Now I'm gone gone gone
And I'm at a table for two on my one
Your name at the starters list
I've decided to become nihilist
Now I'm gone gone gone
And I'm at a table for two on my one
Crossed your name off my mental list
And I've decided to become
Nihilist