Hedgi - Martian Queen Lyrics

Thought you would always be
Always be my martian queen
Back before you got so mean
Back before I lost that dream
Well truth is I never lost that dream
It never got lost on me
And you'll still be my martian queen
And I promise you will always be
Seem now the only time that you call me
Is when I'm picking up my 'scripts at a Walgreens
At least thats the only time you responded
Hit my line cause there's something that you wanted
Otherwise it seemed you never had time
Remember when we used to split a bottle of wine
Yeah
Or maybe you just love me for the old me
Or maybe you just stayed because you lonely
And yeah maybe I ignored it on purpose
Because the thought of losing you made me nervous
Always used to be so kind
But that was back before we
Started our decline
And even though our love was never perfect
Intense passion used to burn like a furnace
Never stopped once to think if it was worth it
Just let it burn baby burn baby burn it
But it grew old as we got old
Oooooh
Soon we didn't even need to share the bottle
Oooooooh
Started drinking as solution to our problems
Stopped thinking when we knew it wouldn't solve 'em
Hid our feelings in the liquor and the green stuff
Anybody woulda known it if they seen us
We was long-gone-lost
No matter what the cost
Lost in the sauce
Caught beneath the frost
Trapped frozen in our ways
We was stuck in a daze
Living day by day
Play by play was getting f*cked up
Every single mother f*cking day
Hmmmm
But beneath the weight of the world
I woulda gave her my world
I'd use my pennies for pearls
To keep on dating this girl
But beyond the booze and the weed
She was enabling me
Told her its love that I need
Said that's the drug I would fiend
And as we drifted apart
She kept me stuck in the dark
Asked her if we was alright
She told me every things fine
So i accepted her lies
Until she ripped out my heart
She said "I don't mean no harm"
Acting like that shit wouldn't scar
Bitch turned my heart to a hole
She put a toll on my soul
Refused to split up the charge
So I turned that pain into art
Thought you would always be
Always be my martian queen
Back before you got so mean
Back before I lost that dream
Well truth is I never lost that dream
It never got lost on me
And you'll still be my martian queen
And I promise you will always be