I Should Be Dead by Now Video (MV)

I never think of consequences
Build up my defenses
Steady like a rock

I came to think of my pretenses
All my rotten chances
Never running out of f*cks

What if I see my own offences
Questions with no answers
Have I paid enough?

And when I think of all the expenses
Cynical romances
Am I really bound to burn?

Life's tried to kill me
But I'm dead since long
She's tried to save me
But I've gone too far
She's tried to school me
But I'm way too dumb

Until she breaks me, WRECKS me
I should be dead by now

My bane is always taking chances
Broken life commences
And I can't get enough

Life is a bet and I'm the gambler
A prize for the pretender
Am I dead enough?