I'm scared to know what it felt like to feel so whole
Perversion of the truth, not the only one walking down these empty halls
All these thoughts inside my brain, they keep driving me insane
I'm standing outside in the rain, My life is washing down the drain
Today may be a new day but the past is just a thought away
Go to sleep to escape this place but it still finds me anyway
It's the little things, just like today, that make me think, make me go away
Dreams have all become nightmares, the good memories are fading everyday
I'm scared to know what it felt like to feel so whole
Perversion of the truth, not the only one walking down these empty halls
All these thoughts inside my brain, they keep driving me insane
I'm standing outside in the rain, My life is washing down the drain
I never wanted to die so badly, until I saw nothing in your eyes
You were just here a minute ago, now I'm buried in your lies
I'm never coming down from this like tears you'll never cry
You've shot all the targets down now come and collect your prize
With each day passing sinking further into this insanity
Improvising in every way just to surpass this profanity
I'm drifting further every day sinking into this dark cavity
Improvising in every way just to break away from this reality
I'm scared to know what it felt like to feel so whole
Perversion of the truth, not the only one walking down these empty halls
All these thoughts inside my brain, they keep driving me insane
I'm standing outside in the rain, My life is washing down the drain