HellRaizer - Trauma Lyrics

Faded in the night, scars like constellations
Demons creepin' in my soul, lost in intoxication
Lost my way in yesterday, stuck inside this lonely haze
Another night, another fight, the trauma never fades

Starin' at the ceiling, faded pictures on the wall
Memories come and go, blurry echoes in the hall
Wish I could go back, rewind and replay it all
But the damage is done, I'm takin' the fall

Trauma livin' in my mind, a twisted, tangled maze
Can't escape the chains that bind, lost in a purple haze
Trauma, livin' in my shadow, whispers in the night
Haunting every single step, takin' over every fight

Mansion full of empty echoes, where love used to reside
Fake friends come and go, nothin' left to confide
Built these walls so high, but I can no longer hide
Scars run so deep inside, a constant battle I can't abide

Starin' at the ceiling, faded pictures on the wall
Memories come and go, blurry echoes in the hall
Wish I could go back, rewind and replay it all
But the damage is done, I'm takin' the fall

Trauma, livin' in my mind, a twisted, tangled maze
Can't escape the chains that bind, lost in a purple haze
Trauma, livin' in my shadow, whispers in the night
Haunting every single step, takin' over every fight

Numb the pain with every sip, but the feelin's never gone
Drowning in a sea of thoughts, wish I never had been born
Holdin' me back, takin' its toll, settin' fire to my heart
Every breath's a struggle, a fight to keep from fallin' apart

Trauma, livin' in my mind, a twisted, tangled maze
Can't escape the chains that bind, lost in a purple haze
Trauma, livin' in my shadow, whispers in the night
Haunting every single step, takin' over every fight

Shattered pieces on the floor, reflection of a broken soul
Tryna pick myself up whole, but the cracks take their toll
Voices in my head on repeat, a twisted, cruel refrain
Tellin' me I'm worthless, nothin' but the product of pain

Therapist says gotta talk it out, but the words all get caught in my throat
Bottled emotions start to leak, a ticking time bomb, ready to explode
See the world through shattered lens, colors distorted, nothin' makes sense
This internal battle ragin' on, ain't no victory, just a constant defense

Maybe there's a way to break these chains, to rise above the pain
Maybe there's a light that shines ahead, to wash away the rain
Lost my way in yesterday, stuck inside this lonely haze
Another night, another fight, the trauma never fades