You said
"Sometimes it's hard to be with you
Oh I'm just in my head"
And that you'r feeling older with every single breath.
And I know it's about the time I should let it go
Oh I should let it go
Here I am again!
Could've sworn we were on the mend
Will it ever be easy?
Will I notice a difference
Or only get used to it?
Cause I've outgrown
Crying over broken bones
Or being on my own
I can't tell if it's just my pride
Or if it's something else sometimes
But it's eating me inside
When you ask if I'm alright
And I, I know better
Than to say I'm better
All the time
And the truth is that I don't
Think your friends think you're too old
Or ever even give a shit about it
But what the hell do I know
And I, I know better
Than to say I'm better
All the time
Why do I ask if you're okay?
Why do I ruin everything?
I know I don't ruin everything
But I'd rather be the one to blame
And it's not that I'm constantly ashamed
I just hate the thought of you in pain
I'm just afraid of losing you today
I'm so afraid of losing you - today
Oh I, I know better!
Than to say I'm better!
All the time!