(Lost)
My favorite song
(Lost)
Is nothing but noise now
(Long lost)
You try to calm me down
I try to find the way back to my house
(Gone)
The debris will bury us
(Gone)
We can breathe its ashes
(So gone)
I'm depressed and incoherent
You're anxious and transparent
My paper skin lets everything in
You said I would never laugh again
And after all this time I can judge how f*cked up that was for a kid to hear
For a kid to hear
I still remember how you hid your eyes under your hair
And I don't know how I had the guts
I still remember the eclipse that hid the sun
I should have known that was a sign of things to come
I still remember the distance between your hand and mine
While Donnie Darko played its bullshit on the TV
I still remember when I was young and vulnerable
And loving you on the living room floor was the best thing that I could ever be
You'll never know
(Lost)
My favorite song
(Lost)
Is nothing but noise now
(Long lost)
You try to calm me down
I try to find the way back to my house
My paper skin lets everything in
You said I would never laugh again