The Hero Dies First - The Beast Inside Lyrics

I am sick with sin
It's a voice that lives within
I am rife with sin
It's a beast that lives beneath my skin
And I don't even wanna let it go
As I feel my heart wither
I feel myself become whole
I told myself
NO MORE would I become the one thing that I hate
WILL I stand idly by and accept my fate?
FEED THE hunger and just starve the soul
BAD WOLF can save us all
I just need to be stronger
And I just can't have a taste
I can't control this hunger
I just wanted to help
I used to have a sense of purpose
A sense of self
But now it's slipping away
I struggle between what is right and what comes easy
So give me one good reason
One good reason
I've wasted so much of my life just stuck here thinking
Just searching for a reason
For a reason
I told myself no more...
But the hunger is taking hold and then...
My opposition will fall..
I will never taste defeat again
And all that stand in my way will fall at my feet
Destroy everything
Reduce my enemies to...
I struggle between what is right and what comes easy
So give me one good reason
One good reason
I've wasted so much of my life just stuck here thinking
Just searching for a reason
I used to have a life
I used to have a life so full of regret
But now there's nothing
There's nothing left
I only wanted to help
I only wanted just to help...
Feed the bad wolf
But now it's slipping away
I used to have a life
I used to have a life
But now there's nothing
There's nothing left