Constant struggle, inside my mind
Feel the pressure, the constant bind
Dark cloud that follows me, eating away
I'll never be free
My own self value's worth total shit
I'm tired of this life and I want to quit
No one has my back, and no one will
Pull the trigger, take the kill
I f*cking keep it locked away
All the pain that I left astray
The feeling I drown myself within
Bottled up
I'll never f*cking win