Hidden in the Sun - Not Getting Sober Lyrics

You're in bed and I'm drinking wine
Up at night for the hundredth time
Oh honey I don't wanna get better
Waking up and we're faking fine
Ignored the signs for the millionth time
Oh honey I don't wanna get better
And I know that you've got something to say
But you only turn your head and walk away
Over and over
The bar's getting lower and lower
But I'm not getting sober
But at least I'm not alone
I'm wide awake but I'm playing dead
You come to bed and smell of booze again
Oh honey we're not gonna get better
You only ash in my wineglass when
You nosedive off the wagon again
Oh honey we're not gonna get better
And we won't recover from the next attack
So let's pour another Crossfade to black
Over and over
The bar's getting lower and lower
But I'm not getting sober
But at least I'm not alone
Out of the blue and black
One more one-two attack
And I'm split open at the hope I get well
But I can't excuse that
Too many times I threw back
So help me I can't help myself
Over and over
The bar's getting lower and lower
But I'm not getting sober
I'm not getting sober
But at least I'm not alone
Over and over
The bar's getting lower and lower
But I'm not getting sober
I'm not getting sober
But at least I'm not alone