Next Emanation Video (MV)

I open my eyes to darkness
Heartless, plight of the artist
Thoughts on the page, coming at you regardless
Sometimes I feel troubled like why did I start this
Memories fade as identities age
Never meant to be vain, going against the grain
Everything with me is drama
Two masks on the ring, keep one hidden from my mama
Your son's doing fine, pay attention to your daughter
Try to share my mind, impossible, why even bother
I don't mean to be bitter
Take it as it is, it don't need to be different
I seem to be cynical, degenerate, misfit
Abnormal, atypical, inconsiderate, sick sick
6, 6, add another 5 plus 1
Get to know my life a bit when this rhyme gets done
Spent a lot of time in isolation
Not quite right, lost in my sedation
Runaway mind, endless vacation
Brain gone, sent it to the next emanation
Spent a lot of time in isolation
Not quite right, lost in my sedation
Runaway mind, endless vacation
Brain gone, sent it to the next emanation
Warning, warning, system degradation
Too late to save face, took a hit to reputation
Soul levitation, escape turn to ash
The drugs wear off, leave you faced with the past
Do the math, I sacrificed my whole life
Put a bullet in my dreams just to help you get by
Oh my, and look at the thanks I get
No good deed goes unpunished, that's some ancient shit
So true, listen to the soothsayer speak
The end is nigh, enter in this doomsday with me
No saving grace, erased
Who we once were is gone, lost without a trace
Make haste, horse ride to a happy place
After life, no after party, after death bring happy days
OK, replace the o with a and let it spray
Put my anger in a chamber, headed off to heaven's gate
Spent a lot of time in isolation
Not quite right, lost in my sedation
Runaway mind, endless vacation
Brain gone, sent it to the next emanation
Spent a lot of time in isolation
Not quite right, lost in my sedation
Runaway mind, endless vacation
Brain gone, sent it to the next emanation