High Bottom - Using Dreams Lyrics

I want to get the f*ck out of Orange County
But I don't have a car and I don't have any money in my bank account
I want to get my life together
But I keep going back to rehab and doing drugs when I get out

Tell me how the hell do people do it
Without burning out and dropping out

The summer I spent on the road
That was the best year of my life
I had two new exes by the time I got home
But my car broke down and one of my friends died

Tell me how the hell do people do it
Without f*cking up and smoking up

So I'm learning how to stay off crystal meth
But I never got the chance to catch my breath
And every time I try to close my eyes and sleep
I have using dreams

I want to get out of sober living
I can't masturbate 'cause I have a roommate
But I don't think a change in scenery
Would fix the broken pieces inside me

Why should I even go on living
I lost almost everything I lost almost everything

I'm immature and I don't want to go to school or work
I just want to play my songs and love my friends and take care of birds
But all the people that would take me in are living just like me
What the hell do I have to do to break free

So I'm learning how to stay off crystal meth
But I never got the chance to catch my breath
And every time I try to close my eyes and sleep
I have using dreams