Here I go again, watch me sink
Never, never again
I've lost my sense of self, but I survived
Never, never again
These days, I barely recognise myself
Spending every moment wishing I was somebody else
I'm a sham, a fake; a wreck, a mess
With a beating despair in my chest
I won't want to live with this anymore
I hate myself
Here I go again, watch me sink
Never, never again
I've lost my sense of self, but I survived
Never, never again
I hate my eyes
Because the truth is, I'm terrified of what lies behind
The guilt, the pain; the loss, the shame
I can't bear the thought of catching my own glance again
Just hate me
Like I hate myself
Here I go again, watch me sink
Never, never again
I've lost my sense of self, but I survived
Never, never again
I'll always see the coward in me
You're nothing but a coward
So, what's left for me to say?
Just hate me
Like I hate myself
Here I go again, watch me sink
Never, never again
I've lost my sense of self, but I survived
Never, never again