HIM - Letter to My Exes Lyrics

It's something, it's just something I have to do
Felt like I need to write this letter to you, to all of you
So here I go

This a letter to my exes
A quick note shawty right before I exit
Wonder if we could pick it right where i left it
Nah I'm playing, i moved on the the next bitch
No disrespect cause we had some good times
Wasn't all bad cause we caught some good vibes
Yeah I'm not perfect cause i told a few lies
A few what the f*cks and a couple few whys
Look, apologize if i ever made you cry
See I'm really sorry if i ever was a sly
I tried to be a good guy, yeah you know I tried
But you know the truth is, love always dies

I met you, js2, i was new in the school
Sat behind me my first crush it was you
Quiet little girl you could tell she was cool
I saw your new pictures girl you look beautiful
Look, your smile was A1, was perfect
Taught me how to love, made me feel i was worth it
We was young tho, and both had different plans
But you could hit my phone if you need a man
Cause i feel like we ain't even have a chance
To express the feelings before we even advanced
Did i even kiss you?, did i even hold your hands?
I know we have a feeling only two of us understand

Look, i loved you in the wrong way
I always feel i met you at the wrong age
Cause i only cared 'bout what the mob say
And so i let them break us up, shit was ugly
Look, had to choose between you and my best friend
I chose you and then i had less friends
So i made the choice "baby let's end"
That phase of my life taught me a lesson
I remember slow walks in the night
When they talked about you baby yes i would fight
Didn't care too much tryna live my best life
And shit, i know for certain you would've made the best wife
Look, we don't talk much just once in a while
But when you hit me up girl i can't stop to smile
If we were still together girl I'd go the extra mile
And love you till the day I'm walking you down the isle

Look, you're my favourite the love was surreal
I really felt it baby girl the love was foreal
Till this day girl i love what we feel
But we just needed time away so lovers could heal
First love, first kiss, was your first f*ck
When it comes to love I've really got the worst luck
When it comes to you i swear i was lovestruck
Had me talking naming kids man i was stuck
But i played with your heart i was young
Till we went and finally grew apart, i was dumb
Remember girl we even had our own song
Just give me a reason, now it's so long
Got me thinking baby where did it go wrong?
We just let it die away, supposed to grown strong
Always told you you was out of my league
She finally realised it, you can bet she did leave

Let me take a minute just to tell you how i feel
Cause it always seems like you got the wrong deal
You loved me more than i did you, twasnt real
I know that i hurt you deep it didn't heal look
F*ck, cause it felt one sided
You wanna talk to me but then I ain't excited
Yeah, and so you decided
To find another guy, i hate to be reminded
Cause now she married and it feels like i lost her
Took a chance with me can you can see what it cost her
If i could take it back, I'd make a better offer
But it won't happen cause the past is the past ugh

Habits and these contradictions
Why can't we sit and have a proper conversation?
Can't move without communication
Should've known from the start to proceed with caution
I hope you're doing good cause I'm doing better
This shawty that i know i wish I'd never met her
She wanna love me but then I'd never let her
And this for my ex bitch I'm writing you a letter
How's the fam?, hope you're good?, cool
I see you posting pics with other dudes, cool
Know i always acted like a fool, true
But the problem isn't even me, it's you

It's you
F*ck It's you