hmskl - heart attack (feat. inyanga!) Lyrics

I can't even feel cuz I been so stuck
I take all the pain away and roll this blunt
I said I can't feel why you think it's love?
I said I can't feel why you think it's love?
Don't f*ck with nobody cuz all they want is a cut
You go body for body but do you really want love?
Won't accept an apology I know that's what you want
It's so sad
Won't do it back
And now you got me stressing expecting a heart attack
All I want is a buck so why you do me like that?
You think I wanna f- well I don't care about that no
You think I want love I don't care about that no
Think I want love I don't care about that

You don't know me never like this
Don't control me I never liked tricks
It's so foreign to end up like this
Why you end it like this?
Now my options fail me
I've lost the trail because
I wanted safety
My thoughts betray me
Now I can't stop
All the times you tried to help me
I'm lost
I hope you know that I don't understand
Changing seasons drying up my hands
Changing reasons why I stand no chance

And I don't understand how you did me like that
Gave you my heart and you threw it in the trash
I'ma pick it right up I'ma put it right back
Gotta get out cuz my city was a trap
Hard to find love in a place like that
Had to make a change to my preset path
All those damn drugs bruh don't relapse
I didn't mean to hurt you and I did that
But you know I don't got any time to chit-chat
If you wanna see me lil bitch get a wrist-strap
Pull up backstage baby we can kick back, like
F*ck it up
We could stay up til we see the sun
Had to get a bag I ran it up
Cameras flashing when I'm in the club

So why you gotta do me like that
You can't find truth in a price tag
Cuz now I'm taking psychedelics just to feel like I can
You don't gotta listen to me rant
You don't gotta listen if you can't stand me
I don't wanna live if I can't be in love
With myself
I'm so bad for my health
And I know it's a problem
Forgetting it wont help me
I know it's a problem
Forgetting it wont help me