Hollow - cope Lyrics

I've been biding my time
Yeah, you've opened my eyes
When you're feeling alive
Death is waiting outside
It's been creeping me out
You know what I'm all about
You filled my head full of doubts
Yeah, you have figured me out
I've been losing hope
Trying everything to cope
I've been bending, now I broke
Second guessing, now I know
I've been digging deep
Everything you meant to me
Full of color, now it's bleak
After dark we cannot see
Fake lies, late nights
Pushing me away, like
I'm the only person that's standing in the way, like
You could never be happy if I stayed in your life
Could make me understand why all you do is gaslight
Hang tight, be quiet
Why does nothing feel right?
You've been pushing all my buttons then wonder why we fight
Why can't you stop holding shit over my head, like
Why I still try and why I still feel like
You're the only person that I ever even cared for
Now you're not around and I never see you anymore
You've been all my riches, now I just feel poor
The reaper keeps on eyeing me
But there's nothing left to fight for
I've been losing hope
Trying everything to cope
I've been bending, now I broke
Second guessing, now I know
I've been digging deep
Everything you meant to me
Full of color, now it's bleak
After dark we cannot see
I've been losing hope
Trying everything to cope
I've been bending, now I broke
Second guessing, now I know
I've been digging deep
Everything you meant to me
Full of color, now it's bleak
After dark we cannot see