Holy T - Cry Lyrics

No matter where I look for you, you are never there
Stonehenge, pyramids, London Square I search you anywhere
This girl exists in my mind like a stairway to infinity
If it turns out good, I got 60 years to look for you
But I think I'm gonna cry, cry, if I see you for the first time
Like a fire in a cold night, for you, I spent my last dime
I think I'm gonna cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, like Roy Roy Roy
Lonely nights I spend with girls, that I don't even like
If God exists, why he doesn't care? I looked for you like everywhere
I hope that I find you, someday, till then I'll smoke my pain away
Think there's nothing to pay, maybe just these words I say
But I think I'm gonna cry, cry, if I see you for the first time
Like a fire in a cold night, for you, I spent my last dime
Long way to heaven, it's a long way to love
Drugs do not pay off, but I'm still taking puffs
All this sex and money, not the thing that I'm looking for
Party drugs and groupie whores, don't know if I live for long
But now I sing this song and I see the things clearer
"Tommy is that you?" I say while looking at the mirror
God's hear my pray, give the universe a shove
Spend the last years of my life with the one girl that I love
But I think I'm gonna cry, cry, if I see you for the first time
Like a fire in a cold night, for you, I spent my last dime