home remedy - Subaru Lyrics

Thinking back to that short-lived summer
I was so nervous when you touched my hand
Everything was so brand new
I was just a wide-eyed kid back then
Do you remember when we watched the sun rise?
In your embrace, I found shelter
Little did we know at the moment
That'd be the last day we had together
I haven't seen you in years
I wonder what you're doing now
I hope you're well and
I hope we meet again somehow

If ever I decide
That I am not alive
Well I just hope you know
It's not for you I'll die
There's just some things I've had that I can't live with now, yeah and
There's just some things I used to have
That I can't live without

August Park and I'm no good at parties
I'm self important
The only thing my heart sees
Is people looking at me
Worse yet they look on past me
I need to be alone
I need an empty home
I came out looking for a bed with clothes she don't have on
I came out looking for some drugs I don't know the name of
I came out looking for a reason to stay
Now can i pin that on you?
Now can you make me behave?

Come back to me in time
And say what's on your mind
You gotta know that shit ain't true
I was trying to abide
By the life that you designed
How was I suppose to know the rules

She boasts the most emotions rose from her tenacity
I'm on audacity kicking flows
She exposed my deepest thoughts so I jot in my notebook
Goddamn her ass be thicker than a phone book
She was there when things worsened
Scratching on each surface
Spazzing on each person that assumed the worst
I'm tryna get a fix tryna do a service
I'm feeling cursed the way things going I'll be in a hearse
She left me wordless