Deadbodyy Video (MV)

Harness my energy, I
Reveal the inner me, in hopes you feel my energy

Home alone again, but I still keep the door locked
Hotbox my room really hope it clouds my thoughts
Cuz they out of bounds, like they tryna stop the clock
I've been fighting with myself, I don't know how I lost

Think its too much pressure, depression, it's killing me inside
Like there must be no god or he's just paying me no mind
Smoke pressure, feel better, when I'm sober wanna die
But why, It's a mystery to me like 619

Cold room, ferrets chewed my shoes I
Can't move, too many drugs consumed
Hope I die soon, shoulda never left the womb
Make a dope tune, homebodyy in the booth

I've been hurt so many times, I think that I'm addicted
Love is pain, maybe why you taste so damn delicious
Birthday coming up, but I'm not too big on existence
Maybe that's why I'm so tempted to test out not living

But imma keep the songs coming for my sake
Cuz hallowbodyy always haunted, demons never take a break
I got a strong flow like protein, make a shake
Take a sip and you arrive in my world, now you're awake
Mom and dad just kicked me out, I got my own place
What I mean is I'm the one heaven and hell wouldn't take
Tryna die tonight to hide from time wraiths that chase
Not a pretty thought, but something I learned to embrace
Fate

Home alone again, but I still keep the door locked
Hotbox my room really hope it clouds my thoughts
Cuz they out of bounds, like they tryna stop the clock
I've been fighting with myself, I don't know how I lost

Think its too much pressure, depression, it's killing me inside
Like there must be no god or he's just paying me no mind
Smoke pressure, feel better, when I'm sober wanna die
But why, It's a mystery to me like 619

Chill dude, don't mean that we cool
Got no food, ironic that's my fuel
In a sad mood, but don't get shit confused
F*ck with me, I send instructions so you know just what it do

But I don't know how much more I can take
Don't remember asking to be born in the first place
Thinking too much, running out of room up in my brain
Homebodyy's lowercase so I can save the headspace

Speaking on that, had someone suggest a name change
But I'm the only artist who can escalate the name
Cuz no one that you'll ever know could hold a candle to my flames
Cuz no one you'll ever know could host what coursing through my veins
Toxic, if exposed to humans it wouldn't be safe
My girl call me faker, I dodge feelings like the plague
Hate to hannah baker, make her find me in this state
Protect her from myself, not every hero wears a cape
A saint

Home alone again, but I still keep the door locked
Hotbox my room really hope it clouds my thoughts
Cuz they out of bounds, like they tryna stop the clock
I've been fighting with myself, I don't know how I lost

And I guess ignorance is really bliss
Cuz they don't know how close I am to ending all this shit
Bet they'll probably listen if homebodyy is deceased
911 deadbodyy on the scene

World is kinda wild, nothing ends how you would think
Kicked out of class once a week, who would think that'd I'd teach
Started as the quiet kid, who saw no need to speak
Like who expected heat from each homebodyy release
Preach

I'm so happy, yea haha