Honey Creek - Self Preservation Lyrics

In an act of self preservation
I found myself starting to question
If everything good has already happened
Is my body even worth the price of insurance?
Too broke and broken to digress
Save 25 a week and get my afternoons back
Honestly I've been feeling pretty indifferent
Shed off a few years and like all my innocence
Convinced my therapist
That I think the world moved on
From being out to get me
I bet it proves me wrong
Yeah I bet it proves me wrong
Count the spread
I'm in my head
All roads seem to lead back to failed attempts
To live a life
Where I can sleep at night
Both ends burnt out
Now there's just a f*cking fire
I'm tired
Can't make my bed
Can't kill myself
Cause I've got plans at ten
I'm worthy of self preservation
But I still feel like a failure
Maybe everything good has already happened
Life comes fast
But also takes forever
I'm worthy of self preservation
But I still feel like a failure
Maybe everything good has already happened
Life comes fast
But also takes forever
I'm worthy of self preservation
But I still feel like a failure
Maybe everything good has already happened
Life comes fast
But also takes forever