Wish I'd go to heaven but this world just gave me hell
Is this dead or alive to be fair I cannot tell
I don't think I have a heart yeah I'm sorry guess I failed
Man if this what they call life then I rather kill myself
Headshot, dead heart
As my soul falls apart
I see humans no humanity
We're cursed from the start
Wanna paint my soul
Take my heart of gold
Leave this life on hold
For a fate untold
Look in the mirror I'm feeling myself
Wake up tomorrow I'm killing myself
Surviving the day but tomorrow can' tell
I'm feeling so worthless nobody can help
Wish I go to sleep
And tomorrow won't wake up
Got no strength to end it all
Drown my demons in my cup
Imagine what it would be like if there would be no pain
No pain no gain no suffering just memories in my brain
Like a tape recorder I just keep repeating it in vain
I don't learn with my mistakes I just keep trusting all these names
Wish I'd go to heaven but this world just gave me hell
Is this dead or alive to be fair I cannot tell
I don't think I have a heart yeah I'm sorry guess I failed
Man if this what they call life then I rather kill myself
Wish I'd go to heaven but this world just gave me hell
Is this dead or alive to be fair I cannot tell
I don't think I have a heart yeah I'm sorry guess I failed
Man if this what they call life then I rather kill myself
I don't see hope for us
I don't see hope for us
I don't see hope for us
I don't see hope for us
I don't see hope for us
I don't see hope for us
I don't see hope for us
I don't see hope for us
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