I'm wide awake
Another pill to try and calm my brain
Won't you take the pain
Take the pain away
I don't think that I'm okay
I'm still fighting fires that remain
The ashes in my head wont let me be
Pull me out from underneath
Or just leave me to be
With the emptiness and insecurity
Searching for my sanity
To keep me on my feet
But it's never
Never quite within my reach
Scared to breathe
When the air fills up my lungs with agony
Have I gone insane
Is there a chance to change?
I don't think that I'm okay
I'm still fighting fires that remain
The ashes in my head wont let me be
Pull me out from underneath
Or just leave me to be
With the emptiness and insecurity
Searching for my sanity
To keep me on my feet
But it's never
Never quite within my reach
No its never
Never within my reach
Brace for the fall
Suffocate these shallow thoughts
Pushed you away
Scared you'd leave me behind
I'm trapped inside this cage of my own mind
Distorted thoughts it's out of my hands
Leave me be while you still can
Pull me out from underneath
Or just leave me to be
With the emptiness and insecurity
Dying for my chance to breathe
The air escaping me
Will it ever
Ever be within my reach?