HotBlock Jmoe - Had Enough Lyrics

Damn I can't keep on going through this shit again
And Again and again and again and again
Aye
Why is it you got to lose before you win
Damn I can't keep going through this shit again
The dedication and the time I put in
Feeling like I just keep starting over again
If its a test I pray to god I preserver
I pour my heart out I just hope they really hear it
But I accept that no one really understand me
And I admit sometimes I really feel alone
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Fall on my two feet where ima land
My mama called me like I heard you been running them streets again
Like you ain't got no reason to live
She just worried, she know I'd do anything just for my kid
And She remember when I brought my first Nina in the crib
I done been through so much shit since then you wouldn't believe it
Use to run from 12 on feet now we in traffic highspeed em
And they mad they couldn't join us, try they best just to beat us
My trigger finger itching nigga give me a reason
Nigga give me reason, just give me a reason
But I can't lose my focus it's way deeper than dreaming
I've been going through the motion, my main goal is succeeding
Plus I know these streets ain't got no love for me
Loyalty a motherf*cker
Back door season in the Raq can't trust yo blood brother
You niggas a muf*cker
Nigga try me ima Melly me a muf*cker
Fake love worst then hate cause at least you know just how a nigga coming
See now I gotta watch the way I move can't let em sink me under
Even if I fail just make the plan better
I know I was born a damn winner
But my desires turnt me to a sinner
I'm pursuing some consider a suicide mission.
But I just know my drive a lil different
So every car I pull up, yea you know the windows tinted
So you haters can't see inside nigga
One car in the front two in the back nigga
Yea I'm moving like the president when I ride nigga
Only difference is our Glocks got switches
We ain't playing with any nigga
Yea we solving any issue
Woke up 4 am murder on my mind nigga
& I know this shit ain't right nigga
But They did some shit that just can't be forgiven (be forgiven)
So somebody gotta die with em (die with em)
Yea Somebody gon die with em
We don't really give a f*ck who riding with em
They gone with em
Aye
I been tryin' to get my mind right so I ain't been off the perc's
I been locked in putting in work
I'm finna drop right back to back so I been going in on every verse &
I ain't gone be too quick to sign ima have a lawyer look at it first
Hope it come in perfect timing
I ain't gone lie it's getting harder to manage
Gotta keep on going hard yea I ain't finished
You can either become a part or be a witness
But either way I'm going up and you stand against it
Either way I'm goin' up and you can't stand against it
Up and you can't stand against it