Every day I meet a person I don't like
Every time I leave my house I find a reason to stay inside
It's easier to live in fear when you don't have a goal
An end to the tunnel, yeah, life is just a deep hole
But you can pull out of the darkness of this thought path
You can find a way forward instead of falling back
And if you're brave enough then you can be a leader, too
Just remember that the snakes will try to bite you
Find myself misunderstanding things they say, it's scary
Find myself looking up phrases, urban dictionary
Gotten to a point where I can't understand the things they say
I can't seem to navigate their convoluted speech
Ugh, sheesh
Every time I try to get up I get pulled down
Crabs in a bucket, they just want to see you drown
Stick to the ground, below the noise, keep your head low
Trying to escape, but the snakes constrict the blood flow
If there's a reason to the mess, we lost it long ago
If there's a way out of this then tell me, please, let me know
A living end is not the only way to survive
There's more to this than shit,
I'll be eating death to stay alive
Every night I find a reason to get up again
Another girl, another fight, another bad end
And if I'm losing ground then tell me why it doesn't show
Maybe it's the blood loss, maybe it's the head blow
I don't resist the flow of life, I just go on
I redirect the violence into a silent song
We're singing madness into the air and chasing it
Solidifying the vibrations into a bloody mess
Can we skip the feeling nothing and just let it out
We can find a reason beyond this to scream and shout
Without a doubt of guilt or shadows of our fathers cross
We bare the burdens of ourselves and never heal the loss
I'm done being a martyr for you
And I can't find another statement, give another speech
And if you say that I have run out of words, I've got a new one for you
Open your throats and roar again with me
Ugh, sheesh
Every time I try to get pulled up, I get pulled down
Crabs in a bucket, they just want to see you drown
Stick to the ground, below the noise, keep your head low
Trying to escape, but the snakes constrict the blood flow
If there's a reason to the mess we lost it long ago
If there's a way out of this then tell me, please, let me know
A living end is not the only way to survive
There's more to this than shit,
I'll be eating death to stay alive
A living end is not the only way to survive
There's more to this life than shit
And eating death to stay alive