Human Error - Change! Lyrics

I was happy for a minute
Met some new people everything was feelin different
Ion' even know the difference
Between being close and being distant
Some people being fake an' they'll be gone in an instant
But f*ck that got some new goals new me
Cutting off people, turning over a new leaf
I'm done complaining bout it now, I'm speaking truly
Switching my energy quick I'm talkin spooky
Pull up actin like a fool, you can miss me
I am not gonna get stuck in more traps, don't call me Mickey
Why don't you say all that stuff to my face, it ain't risky
I'm switchin lanes and you goin thirty, I'm goin sixty
So think back on this when you find some new brawn
Think before you act, or they won't care when you're gone
Just know I'm someone who you could really count on
You really didn't have to move on
Yuh
Feeling myself
On this beat
They call me adorable
I'm cold like sleet
How you so likable
Man how would I know
People treat me different
Stab em with an icicle
Riding on a bicycle
Wish summer was back
Wearing not all black
Miss the days i can't get back
Imma threat to your tracks
On my prozac shit
Hijack her head just to make things happy again
Kill her demons within
But the grin wiped off
When they break in
And been tryin
I'm the sheep in wolf skin
My sleep is restless
I'm adolescent
Reaping my benefits
Parents don't care
About our presence
Sending messages
To heaven, saying save me a spot
Second guessing my decisions that i made
While I vomit in a parking lot
Ouu, Ouu, Ouuuu
Ouu, Ouu, Ouuuu
It's like nobody cares
It ain't fair
How you there
Laughing and smiling with no tears
Living in a nightmare, I'm elsewhere
I feel low class like welfare, y'all well aware
Y'all make me lugubrious
You see me in the halls and look at me like who is this?
We stayed up all night talking and I thought we were doing this
But I guess I was wrong it turns out I'm the stupidest
Nowadays all I ever think is how I'm losing her
She stray away from me and stay back like I'm lucifer
I'm just tryna run away forever go to Jupiter
Cuz what's the point of being here if I'm just going to suffer
Got stuck to my chain link fence
Imma buy my mom a f*cking benz'
No matter how I make it in this business
Imma get out here, past tense
I ain't asking for attention
Babe I promise I have the best intentions
Gotta see where I resurface cause I been stuck out at sea
Cause I feel like i'm the furthest from the place i need to be
If this a dream
Don't wake me up
What if you ain't there
Your spot is taken it up
I punch my walls
Thinking of my problems
How I can't fix em all
Momma says don't resort to
Violence, even if you see him
Imma stop trying
Called you crying
Just clarifying
Your leaving in 3 days
Silence