Running Video (MV)

Lately I've been f*cking up, and I feel like panicking
And lately I've been stuck in place, seeming like a mannequin
Sick and tired of this race, don't think I can finish it
Don't know where the ending is, but I think I'm nearing it
And when I was a little boy my momma told me
"Son this world is delicate, but life can also be a cunt"
Keep your focus straight, watch for the enemies
And always keep them closer than the friends you choose to keep
They're the ones that you've got to watch for
They'll just scheme and they'll plot, and they'll wait for the hole
To take a shot at your heart and try to expose your sins to the world
But you've got to withhold, see
When they hate you, they don't really hate you
They're fans in denial who wish they could be like you
That's the problem with growth in a small town
You'll offend all those with small minds who life clowned

Running, running, running through my mind all day
I've been wide awake, but I'm stuck in place
Run away, but I can't replace
All the pain that I caused, and the time I had wasted

Running, running, running through my mind all day
I've been wide awake, but I'm stuck in place
Run away, but I can't replace
All the pain that I caused, and the time I had wasted

Everyday I wake up with my future on my mind
Why would I wake up so distracted all the time?
Worried 'bout their thoughts, and their judgement of mine
I learned to live my life, don't give a f*ck what they might find
So, good luck! Here's my two thumbs up
Hope you find your happiness and realize that you are enough
You're not a stain on existence as you so thought it
You're perfectly fine at the rate that you're learning
Because, it take time and nobodies perfect
The delusion in the thought is fleeting as it occurs, see?
It's not so simple in the larger scheme of things
Buying a diamond ring, won't achieve your dreams
It's like how my father told me when I was just a little boy
"As long as you're happy, you'll never really be employed
Do what you love, you'll always have the day off
Work what makes you smile, joy is the greatest pay off"

Running, running, running through my mind all day
I've been wide awake, but I'm stuck in place
Run away, but I can't replace
All the pain that I caused, and the time I had wasted

Running, running, running through my mind all day
I've been wide awake, but I'm stuck in place
Run away, but I can't replace
All the pain that I caused, and the time I had wasted