Broke my heart one too many times and I don't feel right no more
Stop and take a look in my eyes, shook me straight to my core
Look at me baby, now I'm sick, I don't feel okay
All that shit still sticks in my head, burnt into all my brain
Watch me run away
Watch me leave this house again
I do not feel shame
When I step out of bed
Thought that you would save me
But now I'm off the deep end
I have gone so crazy
I have lost to my demons
This is what it feels like, baby
This is what it feels like, can't save me
I'm so tired of pretending
I'm so tired of defending
I'm inside my mind
It does not feel right
I am trying to protect you
You don't know the shit I've been through
Cover up my eyes
See my other side
If you would just try
Then you could be mine
Watch me run away
Watch me leave this house again
I do not feel shame
When I step out of bed
Thought that you would save me
But now I'm off the deep end
I have gone so crazy
I have lost to my demons
This is what it feels like, baby
This is what it feels like, can't save me
I'm so tired of pretending
I'm so tired of defending