Ridin' my car, yeah
Ridin' my car, I'm going home
That means I'm getting far
Far away from where I was born
I'm just by my own
Searchin' for the unknown
Tryin to clear my mind
Tryin' to stay stong
While I write these songs, argh
Don't think will help much cause that ain't changin' what I did wrong
But I'm just wanna express how I feel
Tryin to send it to you but shit way to real
Is it really that wrong when it feels right
Cause sometimes I kinda question life
And people can't tell what you're feelin' inside
Nah
Not tryna give you what's ideal
I'm tryna give you all of me
Yeah, all of me is what you see
Is what I appeal
Might not appealing
And you've been breakin' my heart, that shit is unreal
And you've been givin' your love around all the players
But this shit ain't no game. But what's the deal
I gave you all of me and you gave me suicide thoughts that can heal the unhealed
What can I do? Man tell me what the f*ck can I f*ckin' do
If theres any words that can describe, what I felt and feel for you
It would be love, and man that's just not enough
I'm so numb
It's in my conscience
I don't know if I'm running alone
Through the night as your Knight
Fight these creatures that are ruining my mind
It's in my conscience
Please be patient with me tonight
As I try to find the light
And I fight oh I fight to put it in my conscience
I try but I can't do this anymore
Look at the sky see pieces of your eyes flying above
I want to forget about your feelings
Locked in my head feels just like I'm dreaming
It seems like you don't know me
Try to pretend as if you cared about this
I'll be honest I'm tired of it
Feel dreadful when you're not around
And now I'm outside
Wished you come online
I should drop dead when you aren't by my side
I still feel alive
But I can't seem to decide
Should I bury it inside
And just call you for a ride
Sometimes
I feel like crying
Is this fine? Am I alright now
I'm not the same anymore
This is terrifying cause
It's in my conscience
I don't know if I'm running alone
Through the night as your Knight
Fight these creatures that are ruining my mind
It's in my conscience
Please be patient with me tonight
As I try to find the light
And I fight oh I fight to put it in my conscience