To My Surprise
I became the person that I despise
My haters praying on my demise
But I'm just trynna rise
Out of the circumstances
Looking for second chances
I don't need any sponsors
I got too many monsters
That haunt me and taunt me
Telling me I'm a f*ck-up
(Aarrrgh Shut up!)
Voices in my head getting way too loud
Momma, I swear on my life, I'm trynna make you proud
I lost a lot friends, but I don't care about what they do now
I'm done talk
Always stay connected
Rich Forever with the Plug Walk
Why you acting nice all of a sudden
All up in my life all of a sudden
Like we tight all of a sudden
You don't even know mom's name, fam
Who the f*ck are you?
That's why I don't f*ck with you
You get way too comfortable
Chilling with the opposition
That's a L
I wish you well
But I really wish you hell
Cuz you shitted on me
When I told you Imma be a star
Motherf*ck a license
I don't need a car
I'm self-driven
I don't really care about plays
I'm just grateful that someone else listens
They say my ego's too big
But it's my ego that's bout to get me a new crib
It's my ego that's about to get my mom outta poverty
Numbers don't lie
Honesty's the best policy and
Honestly...
I'm the 1 and you know you it
But you too scared to show it
Scared I might blow it
You don't have enough faith in your man
I'm probably the best damn poet