I don't know how to heal
There's been a lot going on this year
And I can't help but see
A pattern forming under me
When I feel in control
And like it's safe for me to let go
Surprise! Another curve
I flail around long enough to get what I deserve
Now it's clear to me
That this is just how things will be
So I try to strap in
So I don't get thrown around again
But when I feel in command
Nothing ever goes as planned
And I'm so freaking bored
Of two steps back and one step forward
Everything is garbage
Everything is garbage
Garbage, garbage, garbage
Garbage, garbage, garbage