In Flames - The Puzzle Lyrics

And I tried to think,
Tried to paint the picture, I lived it all
Wouldn't have to feel this way

Looking for something to believe in, I think I've done my time
One by one the pieces fall,
Tell me what it is to believe

You can tell days by their faces,
There are always signs
Answers to the puzzle, grab a piece of the light

Keep pretending, I can handle everything, you'll never understand me
And I don't care what you think
Or maybe I do?