Insidious Frustration - Not Mine (I Confide) Lyrics

I confide to something that is not mine
Desparate hold to the things I want most
Hope returns to the granted loving hands
I hold on to lives that don't belong to me

I wish my grass would grow as green as anyone
Springs of fire flowing through the darkest hour
Seemingless winters blowing through your mind
I confide to something that is not mine

Switches tripped out
Systems break down
I can hardly believe that it is not part of me
Questions asked and
Answers answered
No one will suspect a thing that I am around
Chances taken
Thoughts mistaken
Yeah

You will never find me in my paradise
You will never find me in my paradise
You will never find me in my paradise
You will never find me in my paradise

I confide to something that is not mine
I confide to something that is not mine
I confide to something that is not mine
I confide... I confide...

Switches tripped out
Systems break down
I can hardly believe that it is not part of me
Questions asked and
Answers answered
No one will suspect a thing that I am around
Chances taken
Thoughts mistaken
Bitter temptations will get the best of anyone
Don't let go of
Things you want most
It is always hard to have it all the best ways
You have missed it
So just forget it