I Divorced Life - Fimbul Lyrics

I walked into the light, no more darkness, oh it's been so long
Believe me it was bright, hurt my eyes but it was a sweet pain
A pain that filled me with hope, and joy and thirst
Finally hunger returned, I craved you all
I was engulfed in the warmth, a love for life
Suddenly it all made sense, to fight, to live

It was a rush, of energy unbound, unsurpassed
It pushed me out towards the crowd of my nightmares
Like a larva going through a transformative
Fight to become a beautiful butterfly

I flew into the gold
With my wings bathing in the hot sunshine
Believe me it was bright
Hurt my eyes but it was a sweet pain
A pain that filled me with hope
And joy and thirst
Finally hunger returned
I craved you all
I was engulfed in the warmth
A love for life
Suddenly it all made sense
To fight, to live

Warmth was met with cold, love was greeted by fear
People living this life and I we're divorced for good
What I want is a bit of proof
That you're not all just dead and cold hearted
I'm up when you're down

Nothing will ever fit, no
Nothing will ever make sense to me

Is there really anything out there, something genuine?
Something beautiful and real or are you all just empty shells?
I'm too tired to keep looking
It hurts too much, it hurts too much

Everything I have fought for has turned out to be merely hot air
Reaching into the past will not bring me nothing, nothing but hurt

I'm so tired now