I Divorced Life - If Only Lyrics

Your hands are trembling, your eyes are red
My heart is pounding, a jackhammer
Why do I taste blood?
I know what time it is, I'm not afraid
I trust you no matter what
You were always my best friend
Always and forever

Oh! Let it go
The cameras are rolling
This is the final scene
None of your words surprise or shock me

It warms my heart how you look at me
You take my hand
Reveal all there is to reveal now
Our love has never been stronger than this
I let you go and you look back at me
With those deep hazel eyes
We let go

Bawl out our eyes
Sturdy shoulders
You must never ever be sad
No, you're too strong for that
Easier than you would think

You smile, let go
Walk out the door
Into the sun
You turn around and see me
Oh god, your eyes, what have I lost?
Oh my god, those eyes, hazel!

Your beauty, love, empathy kills me
Right on the spot, strikes me dead
I collapse in the couch
With a peaceful smile
And a joyful tear running down my cheek
Salty joy, death
Thank you for seeing, seeing
Really seeing me