Iamderby - Memories (feat. Meela Belle) Lyrics

Scrolling through memories
I really wanted you
I thought you needed me
Left you alone
Guess this where I need to be
Wondering who you with now has been eating me all inside
Completely, it's been a ride
I would look in your eyes
You looked in my eyes
I looked at our souls
I thought they were tied
You couldn't tell otherwise no denying
I was dumb enough to ignore the signs, yeah
You would swallow my d***
I would swallow my pride
I would hang with the guys and act like I'm fine
In the back of my mind, I knew you were lying
It took me to feel like I was dying
To feel so alive
I'm scrolling through memories
I thought I needed you
I thought you needed me
You played that role and did it so easily
And I still do not know what the reason be
Guess you did not know what u mean to me
And everything wasn't what it seemed to be
You're deceitful, you did it so sneakily
Now I'm sitting here needlessly
Scrolling through memories
I really wanted you
I thought you needed me
Left you alone
Guess this where I need to be
Wondering who you with now has been eating me all inside
Completely, it's been a ride
I would look in your eyes
You looked in my eyes
I looked at our souls
I thought they were tied
Now I've been trynna find some closure to these memories
I'm not tripping, loosing you gave me security
Years go by you by my side
Still used to you and me
I wish we could go back to what we used to be
I should've left out
But all I can do is forgive you and try to forget you and wish you the best now
Got grey in my hair I was stressed out
You had me turnt up I can rest now
Woah, I can think about myself now
And it's pitiful you are a mess now
You do not need to confess now
There's some things I just rather leave kept out
I don't need you no more
I'm all good by myself
I'm scrolling through all these memories knowing nothing's left
All these entanglements left the relationship under endangerment
I wanted something real but I got to wait on it
And until then I'll be
Scrolling through these memories
I really wanted you
I thought you needed me
Left you alone
Guess this where I need to be
Wondering who you with now has been eating me all inside
Completely, it's been a ride
I would look in your eyes
You looked in my eyes
I looked at our souls
I thought they were tied
Scrolling through these memories
I really wanted you
I thought you needed me
Left you alone
Guess this where I need to be
Wondering who you with now has been eating me all inside
Completely, it's been a ride
I would look in your eyes
You looked in my eyes
I looked at our souls
I thought they were tied