Damn
Man
It's a different kind of pain when you by yourself right
Got all these scars but don't nobody give a f*ck about that shit
Man I done lost family, friends, all kinds of shit
But at the end of the day
I got alotta scars on my back
That can't heal
And I got alotta weight on my shoulders
Like I'm in a gym
And it seems like everybody
Everybody want a meal
But there ain't nobody
Tryna help my wounds heal
I done gave my all to everybody
Even helped when niggas did me dirty
I done sacrificed my life
Just to save some family
Had to quit chasing dreams
Just to save my family
Gave hands out
When I barely even had a palm
Middle fingers up
Now I'm saying f*ck 'em all
Niggas see a smile
And think I'm straight
And don't even pay attention
To the tears on my face
It's been a few months since my momma left
Swear I'm going through it
Never got the chance to pay her back
Damn I really blew it
Days be darker than the rest
Might put the pills to the test
Shit this might be my last breath
Man I got alotta scars on my back
That can't heal
And I got alotta weight on my shoulders
Like I'm in a gym
And it seems like everybody
Everybody want a meal
But there ain't nobody
Tryna help my wounds heal
Look
Let's talk about these bitches
That I gave my heart to
Went through a lot of shit
Just to make sure they was cool
I raised babies that weren't mine
A stand up nigga
Tryna heal all they trauma
I'm their savior nigga
I pour my feelings out to them
Just a part of the game
I just hope they play with their pussy
Like they play with my name
I was there through it all
You ain't even say thanks
But quick to shank a nigga
When my back turned
Bitch you lame
I got alotta scars on my back
That can't heal
And I got alotta weight on my shoulders
Like I'm in a gym
And it seems like everybody
Everybody want a meal
But there ain't nobody
Tryna help my wounds heal