The still
Calmness of the kill
The feeling of the thrill
Followed by regret
But that void I had to fill
I know you weren't a threat
And it wasn't your will
It wasn't your will
The why
The feeling of goodbye
You can let out your sigh
And feel what hurts inside
But that part of me had to die
Maybe one day you'll find
My soul before it flies
High into the sky
The ground
The feeling was profound
The word got around
And thinking back to ocean waves
I wish I had drowned
And I'll hate you to my grave
Lest I surrender to the sound
Surrender to the sound
Go lock up your door
And Fall on the floor
Cus I know when you can't take anymore
You can't brush off the pain
Or ignore the strain
Or fight off the clouds pouring rain
I can't tell you why
I'm not being sly
It's not time for you to say goodbye
So as I fade away
Remember the day
You fell on the floor and began to pray
Still memories of that December night
Haunt my mind
Kill me inside
I wish I had the chance leave them all behind
Oh god have you turned a blind eye