Icon - Wasn't Supposed to Hurt Lyrics

I don't know why
I try sometimes
I know its just a
I know you better than I know myself
So why are you surprised
When I feel more comfortable with you than anyone else
And especially myself
And you're hot, and i'm not
This is not
What i want
But I do
But I don't
This is not
What I thought
This would be
Love is sugar f*cking coated
It's bitter in its core
Only in its allure
It's got you wanting more
And you're hot, and i'm not
This is not what I want
But I do
But I don't
This is not
What I thought
This would be
I don't know why I try sometimes
I know it's just a lifetime
This is not what I thought this would be
Bro dude shes not picking up the phone
The f*ck