Idio - Sink! (feat. Meow!cat) Lyrics

Sink slowly into my bed
Before i act like i'm
Dead
Drown myself in sleeping meds
When can i drop f*cking dead
Having dreams about feeling alive
Or constant thoughts of suicide
Can't ever get shit off my mind
Sleep is just a waste of time for me
I think too much, shit
I think way too much now
I brink too much, yeah
Kill myself twice a week
Girl why am i so weak
When i've found a soul to seek
The sky is always so bleak
I cut my veins let them leak
I cut my veins, that's all I need
Blood drips down, I can't breathe
My life is worthless, let me bleed
Girl, you don't know what I mean

This vibe is good when xan for free
Tonight I'll die by f*cking pills
So hard to swallow, I can't see
I'm gone again, pray for me
It doesn't matter how I live
Don't matter what...
It doesn't matter why I live
Sell my soul to the devil in me
Shoot in my face I can't deal with it
I can't deal with it
It doesn't matter how I live
Don't matter what...
It doesn't matter why I live

It doesn't matter why i live