Personal Tropical Moment Video (MV)

I'm sitting alone again
Tonight with the TV on
A beer and book in hand
And just like that you're still gone
I'm tuning in and out of the junk that makes me feel good
I'm waiting for my man just like the TV says I should

Oh Kate, how did you make it so long?
Everything that feels good we find out is wrong
Did you wonder if the ice would take you back?
But you kept denying your love all along

So I suffer through the heat 'cause I'm an old woman
I'm basking in my Personal Tropical Moment
The disease of living to accept your flaws
I don't care, I just feel so raw

It's been a few drinks since I was wearing a size two
But in my prime I was as light as my pair of shoes
I'm holding you so close 'cause I know that you wanna find
Someone to get back at dad but baby he'll leave you behind

Oh Kate, how did you make it this long?
Everything that feels good we find out is wrong
Did you wonder if the ice would take you back?
But you kept denying your love all along

So I suffer through the heat 'cause I'm an old woman
I'm basking in my Personal Tropical Moment
The disease of living to accept your flaws
I don't care, I just feel so raw

My face has begun to fade
My thighs tremble as they shake
My hair thins and turns to grey
And I can't think for goodness sake
I wish I still had my friends so I could still crack a smile
I wonder if anyone will come see me after awhile

Oh Mom, how did you make it so long?
Everything that feels good we find out is wrong
Did you wonder if the ice would take you back?
But you kept denying your love all along

So I suffer through the heat 'cause I'm an old woman
I'm basking in my Personal Tropical Moment
The disease of living to accept your flaws
I don't care, I just feel so raw
I don't care, I just feel so raw
I can't help but think that I just feel so raw