Pick up no
I was kinda hoping you don't
Cause 7 months is just way too long
And I'm just not that strong
So I
Hang up no
Maybe that's the reason you're gone
Way too hard admitting I'm wrong
So I just carry on
When you see my number
You won't have to wonder
Just know I tried but pride got in the way
When I see your number
Don't let it take me under
And since we can't just say this face to face
Hate that I love you
Hate you can't see it
Hate that you miss me
I don't believe it
Hate that your funny
Hate that your fine
Hate all this space you take up in my mind
Hate how we started, hate how it ended
Hate that my heart's been broken for a minute
Is it too late damn I need a break
From all this hate
Switch up go
This is me letting you know
I've been feeling outta control
Can't shake this hold
So I
Get up go
Give the I'm sorry your owed
Ego tryna keep alone
It's me and my phone
When you see my number
You won't have to wonder
Just know I tried but pride got in the way
When I see your number
Don't let it take me under
And since we can't just say this face to face
Hate that I love you
Hate you can't see it
Hate that you miss me
Hate you don't believe it
Hate that your funny
Hate that your fine
Hate all this space you take up in my mind
Hate how we started, hate how it needed
Hate that my heart's been broken for a minute
Is it too late damn I need a break
From all this hate
Gotta get out of my own way
This shit ain't healthy
Getting this all off today
Toxic & foolish
This shit is stupid
I'm overthinking again
I'm crossing the line right now
Don't care how this might turn out
I keep on stalling
Stalling to call you
Cuz I don't know how to say