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They say problems don't last always but the way that it's coming it feel like forever
Both trying to live up to the standards it's to many problems that we gotta handle
Got a big ass heart for his cold as world that's why Ion like f*cking with a anti
I really been tryna do better but people just want me to turn to the devil
It's been too much on my mind gotta get it off my chest
In this world ain't no checkers bitch we playing chess
Gotta watch out what I say cause ni**ahs listen tryna mock the best
Might hop out like Osama
With these weapons
Tryna relieve some stress
I done built up to much tension
In my head depression kicking in
Don't let out my emotions cause when I do I feel like a kid
Don't be around hella ni**ahs so it's safe to say that Ian got no friends
I will step with my bro's
That's my fam
The real ones stepping in
They say men don't cry
But it's to hard in this world to let my feelings hide
Yeah its to hard in this world but just don't die inside
That's like suicide
And bitch we do or die
Oh
Oh
Oh
Ian got no feelings
Gave my all to the world all the world had gave me back was hope and pity
And I'm to far gone on the vape and this smoking weed shit Ion know how to quit it
It just be the way that I feel when I inhale the smoke take a puff it be why's I can't quit it
Yeah
Why these folks in my business
Yeah
What I do need no witness
Say most of these people my see me as rude but I'm really nice too when I'm lit off the Henny
I been tryna stay happy
Stay close to my girl and just rock out her world
And boss up our image
But sometimes I go ghost on the ones who been close cause I'm reaching my goals on the low I been winning
Yeah
Mama said boy go get it
Yeah
Tell my Unc Ian quitting
Yeah
Longest drought ever still in it
When I still get the time tell my granny I miss her
Say men don't cry for my family I'm willing
For my son I'll give up my kidney
Just to see him go hard without quitting
Hell nawll Ian missing no pictures
Everything in the book kept for memories
Yeah
They say men don't cry
But I been crying lately
I been caught up in this life
Lord can you come and save me
It don't matter what I do
Tryna live comfortable but I jump the hoops
Miss the old days watching cartoons and eating Froot Loops
Gotta daughter now watching her grow up in tutu's
Body feel like it's killing me
But I grind everyday for the mini me
If the vibe ain't positive give me 50 feet
I'm tryna be great travel to city to city
And atone for my sins
I pray to god that I'm fighting these demons I promise I won't let em in
I'm giving everything that I got cause it's only one life I can live
But It don't make no sense
21 standing on ten
Felt abandoned but sticked to the plan
Gotta daughter but gotta get bread
Out on the street but be stuck in my head
Scars in my heart I feel it in my chest
Won't think about sleeping until I am dead
It is what it is
Do it for the kid
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Ouuu
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