Rainy Day Video (MV)

Riding home in this rain Drown myself in this pain
Everything stays the same Don't go out stay out the frame
You cried for me and I came You're hurting leave me to blame
Roll up, puts spliff to the flame Go ghost, I'm changing my name

At 13, all I ever wanted was to be the best 18, now I'm always on the grind
I'm never taking rest It hurt me deep inside
When I can see you, you was easily lead I had to get my mental right
To notice I was far ahead 16, broke my heart the most

I couldn't get about the bed I'm stressing every day
I caught all ties and I grew out my dress I never got the chance to speak
With you, now it's in my regrets I'm watching every step
And when you come around, I hold my breath Early morning, sat outside your crib
With my head on your chest Everything felt right
I don't understand how it all went left I tried my best to fix our problems
But you ignore every text You left me on a cliffhanger
Now everything's a f*cking mess You left me and moved on

But I guess for you, it just felt the best I'm sitting on the edge of death
Just wondering if I am next I grab my mental and my problems
Hold them by the f*cking neck Talk is cheap, my time is money
Go ahead and write that check They can't relate to me

But that's because they don't live in stress I took a look into the mirror
To tell myself I'm doing my best Contemplations about suicide
If you look in my head, I'm rolling up this weed-ahhhh