iindykash - Usual Lyrics

Usual
Ugh f*ck bruh my f*ckin head hurts bruh
F*ckin...
F*ck bruh where the f*ck am I at bruh?

My head hurtin
I guess the pills weren't really fake
Cause I can see they're working
I ruined my mental for you
But it was worth it
Because everything bout you to me it
Was really perfect,was really hm-

I'm late as the usual
It's some things I got used to
Like moving out of state and having to
Start a new school and Cutting off old ties
Just to hang with some new foos
They think that I'm mental I probably have a few loose screws

But that's just everyday fam it's always the usual
I'm always in some pain baby girl it's the usual
Blame me for everything Baby girl it's the usual
Left me out in the rain Man it's always the usual

Ever since you left
It's been hard to breathe at times and I just lose my breath
My body shaking and I tremble with every step
Everything is going bad I never know what's next
I take the xans everyday cause it brings me close to death
I guess his auntie was right I got the spirit of death
Everything was going right Or it was going left
I felt safe when I laid with you And my head on your chest
Or when the roles were reversed and you kissed me on the neck
I miss your smile now It always kept my heart erect
I'm feeling worthless now I'm Losing all my self respect
I drown myself in this liquor and I have sex with my ex
It's a constant loop I never know what's comin next