IJB Luma - Count Myself Lyrics

And I know, and I know the feelings gon' fade but it'll come right back
Will it come right back?
And I know I got extra too much up on my plate
But i'm feeling too relaxed, yea i'm feeling more relaxed
Maybe now i'm settled with the thought I couldn't last
Don't know how i've gone through the days like who has my back, who has my back?
Don't know how I made it this far, to be honest
She said "where the pain level at?" I said "chronic"
Everyday just seeing myself as a target
At this point, can't even walk into a Target
Like how do you live?
Feeling like i'm finding myself in the nonsense
Baby I've been scared to go back, I need your best bet
Please don't be here for a bag, but I got plenty left (guap)
Mmm
Can the tags really save me?
Yeah i've been poppin' tags tryin' to not pop myself
With the feelings lastin' i'm just not myself
I been countin' up the green but cant count myself, yuh
I can't count myself, can't count myself
They been tryna' count me in but I stay on the shelf
'Cause I can't count myself, I can't count myself
I don't know where the worth's at cutting self out
But I know i'm not useless don't got self doubt
I just know I don't got a list of any help
She trending in my mind, hashtag like #pound
I keep runnin' into why I never found-
Uhhh, uhh, uh
And I know, and I know the feelings gon' fade but it'll come right back
Will it come right back?
And I know I got extra too much up on my plate
But i'm feeling too relaxed, yea i'm feeling more relaxed
Maybe now i'm settled with the thought I couldn't last
Don't know how i've gone through the days like who has my back, who has my back?
Don't know how I made it this far, to be honest
She said "where the pain level at?" I said "chronic"
Everyday just seeing myself as a target
At this point, can't even walk into a Target
Like how do you live?
Feeling like i'm finding myself in the nonsense
Baby I've been scared to go back, I need your best bet
Please don't be here for a bag, but I got plenty left (guap)
Mmm
Can the tags really save me?
Yeah i've been poppin' tags tryin' to not pop myself
With the feelings lastin' i'm just not myself
I been countin' up the green but cant count myself